Feelings of Frustration

I need a vacation. And I’m not talking about one of those short weekend trips, I’m talking about one of those long ass journeys where I can immerse myself in a new place and forget about reality. I would love to go visit a place that I haven’t been to before, eat some new and exotic cuisines, and explore new scenery.

You know, for the past few days (maybe weeks), I’ve been feeling extreme, and I do seriously mean, extreme amounts of frustration…and maybe bits of dissatisfaction with things, in general. I don’t really know what’s causing it, how to get myself out of this rut, and how much longer I can last like this. Now, don’t get the wrong idea, I’m not talking about doing anything crazy, all I’m saying is that I just need to get my mindset back on track. I’m hoping that by writing, and voicing, my problems and frustrations that it will make me feel better. No such luck yet, but maybe it’s a little too soon for those results.

But, this is the same restless feeling that I had a few years back…which was instantly cured by a long international vacation. It was definitely a time when I was able to leave everything behind and explore some new and exciting places. It may be wishful thinking to think I could plan an international trip for this year…but definitely next year…I’m going somewhere. The place has yet to be determined…but at this point, I’m not picky. I’ll go anywhere.

But in the meantime…it has been quite some time since I’ve been this excited about a long, four-day weekend.