My Feelings

I didn’t know I could ever feel this bad,
A mix of emotions from confusion, hurt to just being sad.
I feel like my heart is split in two,
And I can’t mend it because I just don’t have enough glue.
All the good times have been swirling around in my head,
It makes my insides hurt because I feel quite dead.
I want things to be perfect and right again,
And not only in my mind where I have to just pretend.
I wish there was something I could do,
So I wouldn’t have to sit around and feel so blue.
I want to be able to work things out,
But doing it alone will fail without a doubt.
I just need to talk out my feelings,
To bring myself to a point where I can start healing.
I don’t want to lose everything from the past,
I want to work towards making a friendship really last.
I don’t want you to disappear from my life,
That pain would be worse than being slashed with a knife.
I know I can put in the effort to being a good friend,
Because I would hate for this to be the very end.
Who knows what the future may hold,
Because in this crazy game of life, I can’t afford to fold.