I'm Done

I sit at my computer,
With so much to say.
How can I make myself feel better,
And take the pain away?

I’m at a loss for words,
On how things got so bad.
I wish I knew what else to do,
So I can stop feeling really sad.

We didn’t have a lot of laughs,
Because all we did was fight.
But after all was said and done,
I hate that you were right.

You tried to warn me,
And tell me things I didn’t want to hear.
It sucks more than life itself,
That you always knew my greatest fear.

The worst thing I’ve had to deal with,
Is having to feel so low.
There is nothing worse than hearing you say,
I’m sorry but I told you so.

I’ve been thinking back to all the times,
You really didn’t care.
It seemed to make you really happy,
To see me dealing with despair.

You’ve done a lot of harm,
That I’m still trying to make amends.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to make it better,
Because you made me question my best friends.

It’s the beginning of the month,
And time for a fresh start.
I know I’ll start feeling better,
Once we are finally truly apart.

I’m ready to put everything behind me,
So that I can finally start moving on.
It’s time for me to really let things go,
And have you be completely gone.

So this is my last message to you,
And I hope you don’t think it’s a lie.
But I’m finally ready to let things go,
And I’m willing to say goodbye.

So I take this final time,
And know I can’t change the past.
But I’d really love to get you out of my head,
And out of my life at last.