Stupid Question

Do you ever find yourself in a situation where you just have to ask a question, but you don’t necessarily want to hear the answer? But yet, you can’t seem to help but ask it anyway? And then after you ask the question and hear the answer, you can’t help but feel completely stupid for having asked the question in the first place? …does that all make sense…? Either way, I found myself in this situation and let me tell you…it’s an awful feeling.

Let me first start by saying that overall, I had a pretty good weekend. It was just the ending to my weekend that I’m still bothered by. Sunday night, I was catching up with a friend and conversation was going along nicely. But then there hit a point when I just couldn’t resist asking him a question. I knew deep down that nothing good could come from the answer…no matter which way he answered the question…I don’t think I would’ve been prepared for it either way, however, I still couldn’t help but ask.

And now, two days later, I’m still feeling bothered, depressed and mildly annoyed at myself. Ugh. Kill me now.